Things are not always as they appear. You are ok. If the worst isn't over yet, it will be soon. It has been a difficult time, trying to fight off everyone who was against you. It hurt deep inside to feel abandoned, to feel like you were on your own, that no one was on your side or there to support you. But you realize now that the only person who was against you was yourself. Those in your life were there to support you, they simply didn't know the pain you were experiencing inside. Blessings await you, hold tight. You will find the comfort you seek. Things are not always how they appear.